genital warts

Ahh the interesting part...

redened skin, rough looking texture like the appearence of sandpaper

1st - underside centrally located along circumcision scar. raised 1mm: 1cm x 5mm

2nd - tip of penis and slightly into urethra (meatus). skin surrounded by warts appears despressed and white to clear in color. White area is where I had meatotomy for meatal stenosis.

- genital skin overall slightly redened and shiny but moreso in the two aggrivated areas.

I beleive they are warts for several reasons.

One is that I have been exposed to them. I was initmate with someone who told me after the fact that she had them before. Two weeks later a bump began to form on the underside.

I went to see an allopathic doctor afterwards and she too suspected them to be. All they offered was chemical cream or burning them off. No thanks.

I have been researching and they fit most closly with warts.

I'll fill up the questionaire.

27 yr/old male
design and carpentry

Habits:

I'm a perfectionist with work but with my own things may tend to neglect. I am very methodical.

I pick at imperfections on my skin.

I chew on my bottom lip when anxious.

1. Main Suffering
The biggest issue are the growths on my penis. They do not cause physical pain but are visually disturbing to me. With skin taught they appear roundish and red. They are soft.

2. Other Physical Sufferings.
I am fit and healthy but my body is often tense and must stretch continuously. My spine cracks quite often and I am constantly dehydrated. Hair on my legs often cannot break through the skin especially thighs (front and back).

3. Mental Sufferings.
Warts: These have caused an emotional rollercoaster. Some days I think of them as a blessing for helping me get in touch with my body which I have neglected over the years. With sexual relationships though I feel they are a major impediment and use them as an excuse to keep distant from any possible relationship. I think this is mostly due to the physical appearance. I hope when I due find the root cause I will have grown considerably and use the experience as a catalyst toward having a mature relationship rather than the frivolous type I’m used to. Currently though they feel like a drain on my spirit and I have become even more reclusive than usual.
Tense: When my body is tense and uncomfortable it reflects in my outward emotions towards the negative. I wish to stay centered so I may react appropriately to any situation.

4. When I feel the worst.
Some days my body feels physically drained. Not in pain. On these days I can’t seem to get anything productive accomplished. Focus is difficult and I need seclusion and peace. I find retreating to the forest most therapeutic if I can find the energy to do so. I found this possibly to correlate with the phases of the moon .

5. When did it start?
I feel the warts may have taken advantage of a weakness caused by circumcision and related troubles as they appeared in relation to scar tissue. Also an un-ease with sexuality has been magnified by this condition.

6. Which time of day is worse?
At night is when I really over analyze the situation and look heavily within.

7. What aggravates suffering (physically)?
The growths appear stable. They are best left alone clean and dry.

8. Sufferings and external stimuli, or internal biological changes?
I haven’t noticed any relation but cannot rule it out either.

9. When do you feel better?
I feel best in warm, dry conditions. In humid weather I sweat too much and cold slows me down. I do love fog though and rain storms they rejuvenate me.

10. General mental set up?
My mood can change in a flash and can be easily offended as I look beyond and see more than is truly there. I can also be the most agreeable and sensitive. I am quiet and reserved and greatly appreciate solitude. I am secretive.

-I love thunderstorms. I feel excited before a storm and very relaxed during.

-I feel uncomfortable being consoled during tough times.

-I am sensitive to external stimuli. I can’t sleep with light. The vacuum cleaner is my enemy. Strong unnatural smells such as perfume and chemicals can make me feel nauseous and weak.

-I have a habit of picking at the imperfections of my skin. I bite my lower lip when anxious.

-Friends, and family. I’m single without children. I have a large family and while we have differences get along rather well. I am the youngest of many boys so I was picked on a lot as a child. We have since grown up and are now good friends. My friends outside of my family are many but we stay detached. I like their company but I don’t need my friends.

11. Fears and repetitive dreams?

A current fear is that this world, this delusion, will disappear in an instant and I will wake up in an alternate reality. A fear that drives me to appreciate all that I’ve come to know. I would be disappointed however not being able to find comfort in sharing in an open and whole manner my life with another. I fear the skin blemish to be permanent.

12. Food cravings/aversions?

I love food of all ethnicities. If I crave any particular food I usually eat it. I sometimes crave sweets but rarely salty. I do have cravings for fatty foods. Aversions are usually left to foods I simply haven’t tried yet and may not be ready for.

13. Thirst?
My thirst is high. I always feel like I should be drinking more water.

14. Hunger?
I have a strong appetite. I usually work hard.



16 Sweat?
I sweat excessively in hot weather and in exercising. Mostly from the head and upper torso.

17. Bowel movement?
Movements are regular. Stool type is not as firm as it probably should be.

18. Sleep?
I sleep 8 hours per night mostly on my back but not always. I sometimes have a restless night and wake up tired. This is usually related to any immediate stress or anxiety.

19. Satisfy sexual desires?
I have not been able to satisfy my sexual desires and even less so with the current suffering. I have been frustrated for some time partly due to un-ease with my own body. I also have a timid outward personality but a lot of fire underneath.

20. Strange symptoms? Different from others?
I feel a bit lonely in the world. My family is caring and I have friends. I just don’t feel like I can relate well to individuals. I have strong intuitions and have always felt that whatever I am striving for can only be accomplished on my own. I am very secretive and protective of my feelings.

Hi,
A couple things I could add.

My sex drive is really high. I feel the urge to release too often especially the day following drinking alcohol.

I also have a fear of snakes. If I even think I see one it frightens me.

Thank you very much for your time, it is greatly appreciated!

Through my own research I feel an affinity with remedies Sulphur and Lachesis.

I realize now I had been advised Sulphur 30c but had taken 30x. I had good results clearing some skin ailments with the x and felt most stable mentally.

With Lachesis I connect with the great passion. I am much more of a quiet introvert though. Once in a while I am open and talkative and this is when I am most comfortable.

Often though I feel trapped in a timid state. I know I can relate to people in an extrordinary way but am unable to express myself. I get flustered, blush and sweat.

I have had much success with public speaking in the past though if I have time to prepare.



I am leaving the country at the end of the week for some time and will not have access to remedies.

Please relay any advice as I hope to find some releif.