Antidepressant side effects need advice from senior or experience

I am a 35 year old male. I had mental issues like fear, depression, anxiety, insomnia when I was 20 years old, i.e., 15 years ago, then I started treatment from a psychologist and he gave me antidepressant, antianxiety, and sleeping pills and shock treatment but nothing worked for me, then suddenly i have stopped taking these pills but not slowly, i have on and off these pills 3 to 4 times and every time i have stopped suddenly.

Over the last 15 years, I have been taking treatment for these mental issues from different homeopaths, but nothing has worked for me.

My issue is I am not sleeping deeply and restfully, I have no energy, always feel tired, I have no feelings and emotions, not feeling happy, and I dont want to do anything.

I have read and also spoken with those people who have used antidepressants and sleeping pills; they all have said that after using these pills, you will never be normal again, and all those people have the same problems that I have mentioned above.

So, my question is whether homeopathy can cure this antidepressant side effect or not? Please advise me.

Thank you.