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Dear Zady, Anxiety is entirely gone, I do not get heart palpitations any more. My outlook at life in general seems to be more positive, only twice in past days did I feel that sudden sadness/mild depression. Only for very short time.
I can not say I feel 100 % like my old self but very very close.

No Anxiety, no Depression last few days. Only issue procrastination and mood swings/anger. I am trying to control sugar levels with diet.

Zady, I could not get hold of Lycopodium 6c. Will try another place tomorrow. They should have it.

But something else happened this evening, thought I let you know.
Around 4 pm I heard some potential sad news, nothing is confirmed, but it worried me. After that all evening I felt slightly depressed , tried to fight it with positive thoughts. Around 9.30 pm it got little stronger and suddenly I had a small anxiety attack. Saying small because I quickly got out of bed and after few seconds got better. Since then I am trying to figure out if it was the news or is it because today is the first day without company. If you remember, I feel better in company.

Dear Zady, it has been about 10 days since I took another dose Arsenic Alb. Went through same experience. First night nightmares, following night weird dreams but no nightmares. Less Anxiety. Then light depression in evenings but that is all gone now. Hopefully for good.
I did get the Lyco 6 C. Do you want me to start?

Dear Zady, reporting back.
It's been over three days but I have not noticed any change after Lyco 6c.
Still my Anxiety is gone, no depression, no sudden sadness. I don't seem to be so sensitive about negative news any more. But consciously I still do have a fear of Anxiety coming back. But it is not overpowering, more like in the back of my mind.
Other than that, procrastination and lack of concentration still there. I can not coordinate next steps In day to day life. Mood swings, no patience.

thanks

zady, I took the phosphorus today. And about 1 hour after all of a sudden it felt like my body was on fire and I felt like I could not breath properly. I started getting bad stomach cramps, lasted about 10 min. Felt like I was getting a medium panic attack, I tried to calm myself down. It's all better now but I feel sooo sleepy and exhausted and my body is weak.
Maybe it is aggravation or my sugar levels dropped suddenly. Sugar levels should not drop because right before I ate a small orange.
Hope it does not happen again, but what if. Is there any antidote?

Dear Zady, it has not been a full week yet. Just thought I let you know about changes. Can't say drastic change but something definately is happening. Apart from the first day phosphorus when I had this strong reaction, it seems like my mood is changing. More happier, joyful moments. Feel more energetic, but then again fall back into lethargy.
Best way to describe: on a cloudy day when the sun breaks through every now and then but then clouds take over again.

Zady, I am having a little setback.
Since yesterday I felt my Anxiety coming back. Not with full force but enough to be uncomfortable. Since this morning seemed better but now that its getting towards the evening, I feel it returning. Without cause.
Do you think it's the Phosphorus bringing some change or is that unrelated?
I can wait to see if it gets better, but what do I need to do if it does not?

Zady, I got the Arsenic 6c today. Will start this evening. I just had a question. Will that Arsenic replace the Phosphorus? Because it felt like the Phosphorus brought some change, I feel more motivated to do things, even started working out properly without getting physically exhausted. Still have mood changes, but when mood changes to happy, its a genuine happiness I have not felt in so long. Unfortunately I also get agitated just as quick, hence my example of cloudy sky and sunshine. To be honest, I felt like I overcame the Anxiety and now that it returned - that worries me. Did you ever hear about similar case?

thanks for quick reply. So I will hold off on arsenicum for three more days, right?
Situation that changed was that for 6 weeks I had family over, now that they are gone, Anxiety returning and disconnect to my environment. Remember I feel better in company? I am working against it with willpower, because it still seems manageable but unknown factor ( if it ever will go away) seems to keep it going.
Do you think it might have something to do with either stress or my fluctuating sugar levels?

Zady, today is day three, still having Anxiety every now and then. It comes randomly, no visible trigger than I can make out. Tonight it just happened in the middle of the night, woke up with strong Anxiety, just short of panic attack. Also the positive after effect of phosphorus seems to be gone, back to procrastination/slight lethargy. I had noticed that right after taking phosphorus I wanted to drink water, tasted good and I readily went to drink several glasses a day. Now I hardly drink 2. Have to force myself, I tend to put it off and find every excuse to not drink. So do you want me to take Arsenic 6c as previously suggested?

Zady, it's been a little over three days now that I took Arsenic 6c. Mainly because I screwed up with taking it. The 12 hour gap put me off a little and twice I forgot to take it in evening. Anyways, Anxiety almost gone, only flashes of sudden anxiety for few moments.

But there is something I would like to share with you. I have been thinking and trying to make out a trigger for Anxiety. I believe it is extreme stress. For years, pretty much all my adult life I had to put up with many situations where only way was to just show patience. No real outlet. I had mastered it in a way that I would not feel anything, just do what needed to be done and move on. People would comment that it's amazing how I stay so calm in every situation, not get upset and get to juggle so many things. Very much like a robot. But when I had this strong reaction to that weightloss medication in August, since then I believe this inner wall I had built collapsed and all the stress that I previously could just lock out of my system comes crushing down on me. I believe it has to do with my subconscience, I actively do not realize the stress but my mind can't take it any more.

I do not know if that makes any difference in finding right remedy but I thought I share it with you since you are the expert.
Also on a sidenote, I have noticed another small physical change. My nails used to always split, always weak and unhealthy looking. I noticed that without any active care they have become stronger and do not split as much.

Let me clarify. I do not mean to say it is the previous years stress which is coming up, it is the current stress of day to day life without any time off or any help.