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Hello, I had a dose of Gel 30 yesterday evening. Today the whole day My ear was hurting so bad, inside out. I couldn’t touch even the outer part of the ear. The pain got lowered only around 7pm today. I am not sure about the hearing yet. I can’t tell exactly how I am feeling now.
I was at a crowded place this evening and I was not able to hear good. Seemed like various sounds were buzzing all around me.
My head also was heavy, like drowsy or dizzy feeling I can’t explain that feeling here. I still feel like there is something between my ear and my brain which is blocking the outside sound going into the ear drum and to the brain. The blockage seems like thin substance. Or thin cloud like substance. Or Just like a feeling inside an ear after you get to a high altitude (you can’t hear properly)
Hope , my ear gets better soon.
Will update you further .

Hello JustSayin,
Today I felt much better.
The cloudy feeling inside the ear has decreased significantly.
My hearing has improved. It’s not 100% yet but has improved a lot more than before. Like about 50-60%. I just hope Gel will keep helping me gaining my hearing back like before.
I also feel more confident now. I don’t feel like a pathetic person now. I think I am getting positive results from Gelsemium.
My head is not as heavy. I am better than before now.


How I Prepare remedy:
I take a spoonful of liquid remedy which I prepare by dissolving one pill in a half a cup of water. I hope this is a correct way.

Thank you so much for helping me on time.
I really appreciate your kindness.

Updates from today.
This cloudy feeling inside the ear is off and on.
It bothered me today again. I couldn’t hear properly in the morning after I woke up and got little better in the daytime but again came back this evening. I don’t know if I was really better after the dosage of Gelsemium.
This really irritates me. I feel like I am becoming deaf.
I am upset. My head is heavy. I am agitated often because of this heaviness inside my head. My mind is not processing things fast enough.
Another noticeable thing is: for the past couple of months my hair has been falling a lot. I can see my scalp through my hair.
I don’t know if it is because of my menopause, or because of the strong antibiotics I had taken during my ear infection.
My daughter calls me “Helen Keller”.
My eyesight is poor and now all of a sudden I am kind of deaf, I don’t know how can I repair these things.
Do you think I should wait and watch the symptoms for few more days ?

Hello JustSayin,
I took a dose of Silicea 30 c as per your advice.
I do not know what outcome should I expect from the remedy, but
I am still not able to hear any sound from a distant, from my right ear. I still feel a blockage inside my ear and inside my head which is hindering my ability to hear. I feel this blockage starts from my inner ear to my brain.
I have been feeling depressed for the last two days as well. This depression was there before taking Selicea dosage. My head is heavy due to this sadness.
This depression could be from the frustration because of my ear problem or may be due to a reason that somebody attacked me emotionally. The person is very jealous of me and tries to attack me whenever possible, eventhough I try to ignore this behavior of the person, this impacts me as I am kind of sensitive towards humiliation. I supress the anger in this case eventhough I want to yell and stop the attacker. That person verbally abuses me.

Please help me get rid of this depression.

Hello JustSayin,
I had a dose of Staph 30 for my depression and I felt better after taking it.
After two days of taking Staph 30, I took a dose of Gelsemium 30 as per your advice. It’s been two days now.
Initially the cloudy feeling inside my ear was off and on but hearing did not improve.

I still can’t hear properly. I can’t tell where any particular sound is coming from.
In crowd, I hear sounds coming from everywhere but I can’t distinguish the sources. I hear so many background noises in crowd.
I have to ask people twice now for what they are saying or telling me. It’s really frustrating. I have to turn the volume of the TV loud to hear properly.
I am kind of irritated and my head has a mild burning feeling inside.
I am sorry to say but I feel like Gel didn’t help me.

Hello JustSayin,
I took a dose of Caust 30 as per your advice, yesterday evening.
I feel like I am only about 20-30% better in the context of my hearing now. I still want to wait and watch the effects for few days because sometimes I feel more better after 2-3 days of taking a remedy.
But I am having another issue here: for the last few days, I have not been able to handle any pressure in my mind.
I have to do some mathematics/calculations in my job but I am unable to figure out how to do even a simple logical and mathematical problems. I feel so heavy headed because of the pressure I put in my brain then.
I feel too much to handle. My mind is not processing any questions or queries easily and quickly. I feel like I am becoming dumb(not intelligent anymore). I feel like I don’t know nothing. My IQ has gone to 0.
I used to be very smart, sharp minded and tend to understand everything quickly. Now I don’t get things easily. This is hampering my work at my workplace.
I am also not able to handle stress at work. My head is heavy and feel like there is a thick substance blocking the signal to the brain.
Please advise.

Hello JustSayin,
Hope you are well.
I waited for the 30c potency of Phos Acid in mail but due to the holidays, I didn’t receive it on time, so I had a dose of 200CK instead, day before yesterday.
I am feeling only like 20-30% better in my mental symptoms at this time. I am not seeing any positive sign in my ear problem. I still do not hear well from my right ear. Which is annoying.
My head is burning and is heavy and has a mild ache.
I felt so much pressured again today while I had to calculate and had to figure out solutions of some problems at my work. When I am in pressure, it’s hard for me to connect the dots. Things slips away from my mind quickly. I can’t remember the facts and figures that I just see. Specially while I have to do mathematics. I can’t do logical problems. My mind goes blank now. My mind is not sharp anymore.
It’s so hard to understand even a simple mathematical problem now, While I was an engineering student once. I have realised that I have become so slow getting things people say. I do not understand things easily these days. Feels like my brain has overworked and tired now. My head is not light and clean enough to process things these days.
Please suggest
[Edited by depression1 on 2024-12-04 01:50:29]

Hello Just Sayin,
Hope you are good.
I took a dose of Calcarea Carb 200c as per your advice 3 days ago.
I have not seen any significant improvement except on the depression part. I had a bout of depression the whole day before I took Calc Carb. I took a dose of Calc Carb in the evening that day and by next day I was relieved from that restless and depressed mood by about 50-60%.

Update as per now:
I still have to stress myself to do any kind of logical and analytical mathematics. It’s so hard for me to understand a simple question and find a simple answer to it. I have to put pressure in my mind to get the understanding. I keep forgetting the calculations easily which is frustrating. I am not able to answer any questions regarding my analysis and calculations quickly as I am supposed to.
I feel like my mind is not working properly because of the constant heaviness inside my head. I feel like there is a barrier in my mind to understand logics or mathematics easily now. I feel like my mind/ brain is wounded. I feel like my mind is sick.

I am having a constant dull pain in my head right now. I still have mild depressed mood.
Additionally,
If I feel or encounter any negative situation, my mind starts feeling sick always. I feel depressed.
If I feel humiliated I feel depressed. If something is unfair with me, I feel depressed.
My right ear pops time to time, I still can’t hear properly, feels like some kind of air is trapped inside. I can say it’s slightly Better than that was in the initial stage but still there is a hearing problem. Hoping for some more improvement over the time.

Please suggest.
Thank you for your help.
[Edited by depression1 on 2024-12-11 04:06:15]