Seeking constitutional remedy for social phobia _{Page 18 of 20}

Lycopodium, I hope that you're able to successfully get out of that. Getting free from my verbally abusive husband has helped me more than anything else, more than any medicines or therapy.

Ok, that sounds promising. Thanks. Actually the thing that is troubling me most right now is the headaches, because they are too intense. It's like shards of glass being pounded into the right side of my head. And they are too frequent. Unless there is something else that will specifically make that stop, then I will proceed with it.

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That's probably true. I think the waitress in the dream was refusing to serve us, so maybe it's a symbol for the trainer withholding food. I can't order it until after the holidays.

I'm worried it will make me volatile, during the aggravation stage. Other things have before, and this one seems to actually have that as a characteristic, from what I've read. Are there ways of reducing that stuff without reducing the effectiveness of the remedy?

It has been 18 days since I took it. I've been feeling depressed. I'm worried that nothing is changing. I had high hopes for it because after you prescribed it, everything I read coincidentally had Horus or falcons in it, and it seemed like the universe was trying to draw my attention to it. The previous remedy definitely did something. I'm not sure about this one yet. One day I woke up feeling really happy, but the next day I felt sad again, and a few days after that I started feeling angry and irritable. Also I have a sore throat. Maybe it is just taking a long time. I'll report again later.

I'm not going to take 10m thuja, because thuja didn't do anything, and I've read cases of people having bad experiences after taking 10m's that they didn't need.

The remedy has started working. It's very good. More later.

I think that there is some general improvement. I haven't been as avoidant. Should I continue with a higher potency of the same remedy?

I'm very sick right now, enough that it is my main concern for the moment. Mostly it seems like a respiratory infection. Lots of violent coughing, my throat burns and itches, my nose is running like a faucet, my eyes are running too, the mucous burns my skin when it touches it. I have the worst outbreak of cold sores I've ever seen: my entire mouth area,and halfway down my chin, is covered in these blisters. The stuff that I cough up from my lungs is gray and lumpy. I have a fever. When I sleep, I have nightmares about battling evil forces (the cough) or that I'm turning into some kind of inhuman creature.

Does that still sound like the same remedy, or is there something else it fits better?

The cough is mostly dry. Occasionally I cough something up but it takes a lot of work. Sometimes I shake something loose but it doesn't come up. It is worse if I am lying down. At night it feels like I'm suffocating, like I'm fighting for my life (hence the nightmares.) I have fatigue of coughing but I have to keep doing it. Watery mucus pours from my nose, and I can't breathe through it because I'm afraid of pulling that into my lungs. The cold sores break easily into crusty pieces but they re-form. They burn. The worst spot is the right corner of my mouth. I haven't been able to eat anything except fruit, for 3 days now, but the citrus burns my mouth, and hurts, so even that is a deterrent. There is no sign of it clearing up.
Is there anything I can take for this?

Bharat, I have been following Sameer's advice for a long time and my intention is to continue to do so. Thanks.

Sameer, is there any chance of the Lachesis antidoting the Lachesis 1m that I took, or does that only happen within a limited time?

And will I get the full effects of taking a remedy, or will it be less because I've taken it before?